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[agamid]

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[agamid]

I am not sure. There are a great many inexplicable occurrences here.

Then... how is it that you feel now? Disappointed at having been caught?

[ravenry]

No!

[ that's immediate. ]

How could that be? Why would I... when all I have ever done is try to free the dead? When all I ever do at home is find the truth for the dead?

[agamid]

That was indeed your life's work. [ he looks briefly sad. ] Is that how you feel about him now as well...? Even though it was by your hand.

[ravenry]

[ YOU CAN IGNORE MY DAYS LATE TAG BACKS I JUST WANTED TO TAG YOU BACK FINALLY :sob:

she looks down at her knees. ]

Do I have the right to want that for him after what I've done? I want peace for him most of all, but I do not deserve to grant it to him.

[agamid]

I would argue that it is your responsibility most of all.

[ he looks sad as he says it, though she's not looking at him. ]

No matter how great the hurt, if there is a path toward atonement, then the sincerely repenting must take it. [ this is so catholic ] ... And you deserve that chance as well. Do not let your relationship with him be defined by this act.

[ravenry]

[ can't wait to return these words to him.

she lifts her head a little, but she doesn't look at him. ]

I live to atone. [ but she doesn't think she's going to live. ] I do not know if there will be any sort or relationship after this.