[ he should know that... he is the warden of light ]
Alright, if you speak true, then...
[ ... ]
Though in truth, I am unsure if it is anger or grief that I feel. I am frustrated at my inability to control myself, at constantly letting down others, of betraying the ideals I claim to hold.
Most days I wonder why it is that I exist, if it is only to bring misery to that which surrounds me.
You know, you sound a lot like someone I really admire and respect. And heh, now that I think about it, he ended up rising to power and popularity as governor too, and that's basically the closest thing we've got to nobility. —Uh, besides the imperial family, of course, but they don't really have any political power or military sway, and ...
[ . . . he trails off and chuckles under his breath, a little embarrassed. with a quick shake of his head to clear his brain, he hangs his head and says, ]
Sorry. Lemme start over. Di-chan... [ he looks back up. ] You kinda remind me of my brother.
[ did you remember this thread is happening during memshare week (20:58-30:18)? ]
family is so... complicated. but he can feel it in his chest. the feeling of someone you love and respect transforming into someone else. trying to discern how to save someone from themselves. ]
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Alright, if you speak true, then...
[ ... ]
Though in truth, I am unsure if it is anger or grief that I feel. I am frustrated at my inability to control myself, at constantly letting down others, of betraying the ideals I claim to hold.
Most days I wonder why it is that I exist, if it is only to bring misery to that which surrounds me.
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[ . . . he trails off and chuckles under his breath, a little embarrassed. with a quick shake of his head to clear his brain, he hangs his head and says, ]
Sorry. Lemme start over. Di-chan... [ he looks back up. ] You kinda remind me of my brother.
[ did you remember this thread is happening during memshare week (20:58-30:18)? ]
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family is so... complicated. but he can feel it in his chest. the feeling of someone you love and respect transforming into someone else. trying to discern how to save someone from themselves. ]
... I must ask you to elaborate, Sir Ichiban.