I was angry. [ he can admit that much ] And it frustrated me that Margaret walked around with a creature so dangerous, uncaring of the threat it posed.
Because I don't believe in "an eye for an eye," and I don't think the answer to a crime is more murder. All that does is make things worse, and never gives someone a chance to do better.
I never said anything about forgiveness. That's something different. I just don't think it's fair for anyone to decide what someone else's fate should be.
[ that is more or less what he'd been told by the one person he really looks up to: hatred causes more hatred, like a vicious cycle, so someone has to break it. ]
I don't know how much of that is really you talking or whatever's screwing with your head. [ he sighs. ] But we may not be able to change it, anyway. So, congrats - you'll probably get what you want.
I just hope you don't hold any of this against yourself when you make it to wherever the others are waiting.
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Was it like they said? That you're just angry, and want to hurt everyone, but Margaret-san just happened to be the one who was awake?
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I was angry. [ he can admit that much ] And it frustrated me that Margaret walked around with a creature so dangerous, uncaring of the threat it posed.
So I killed her.
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Then... I'm sorry that this happened to you - whatever's causing it.
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...But I'm more angry at whatever's making this happen in the first place. Whatever that is, that's not your fault.
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You are wrong in that. This was my doing and my mistake. I ought to have known better than to let my feelings get the better of me.
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[ although... he is curious. ]
Did you try to fight it?
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There was nothing to fight. My mind was my own.
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...Whatever the case is, though, I still don't want to see you die. Execution was never the answer.
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[ he comes from a medieval time and sometimes murder is how you solve your problems ]
... But I also believe that forgiveness is more powerful than vengeance. I will not seek to change your mind.
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Do you feel such even toward those individuals your sister is out to capture?
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...But I don't want that to cost more lives.
[ least of all ichika's, but any more death is bad. ]
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It is true violence only begets more violence.
... Though I am afraid I still have no desire to survive past tomorrow.
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I don't know how much of that is really you talking or whatever's screwing with your head. [ he sighs. ] But we may not be able to change it, anyway. So, congrats - you'll probably get what you want.
I just hope you don't hold any of this against yourself when you make it to wherever the others are waiting.