To be honest, I'm not sure he does. [He had this whole spiel about his dream confession but tbh Luke suspects he just kind of likes being a ham. He's seen serious Dahut before.] He and Scien work pretty hard.
Yeah, I guess so. I was thinking more about their home country than here, though.
[Luke loves all 1500 of his jobs and works hard but it's like. Normal person levels. He can't go 16 days without sleeping or whatever freaky shit they're up to.]
Not that often, but Dahut feeds him too much bread. [JUST TALKS ABOUT HIM LIKE HE'S PEANUT] We work in the same labs a lot, so I try to make him take breaks sometimes.
[Ah... he looks away, lifting a shoulder in a light shrug.]
I'm okay. You don't have to worry about me. [Local man says, always. But... Dion was there that night, and even though Luke is still very much the sort of person who keeps things close to his chest, he's been forced to talk about this often enough by now that the apology comes a little more easily than it used to.] ...But I'm sorry for--making you deal with that.
[He has apologized to so many fucking people for painblasting them and they have all told him to stop being an idiot but THAT SIGN CAN'T STOP HIM BECAUSE HE CAN'T READ etc]
[WOW... HOW COULD YOU NOT BELIEVE A PROVEN LIAR...
He looks awkward at the call-out, because he's still so unhappy about his secrets being pried out of him, but there's nothing to be done for it now.]
Don't be. [He doesn't stress that there was nothing they could've done anyway; he gets the sense Dion understands that.] I've been better down here than I was up there. ...A few of us have been.
[Which is kind of fucked up and he doesn't like to think about it too much, but it is the truth.]
[Technically, he meant it strictly in a physical sense, but--as Dion says it, Luke realizes that it is, in fact, surprisingly true. It feels a little awful to think of being here as freeing, but it's undeniable that some burdens can only be relieved after death, and it would feel equally bad to be unappreciative of the extra time they've gotten despite their fates.]
Yeah. To be honest, even knowing this place isn't anything like what I'm used to, I never thought that dying would be like this.
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I am partial to a roast. [ o: peers at the aisles ] Do you cook, Luke?
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Luke makes a face, picking up a can of beans.]
I can cook... a few things. [One. One thing.] But we can get readymade meals pretty easily in Stellis, so it wasn't that important to learn.
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[ he does not pick up anything because he can't cook ]
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Yeah. For a while it was just pies and that stuff in the canteen. I'm not sure Dahut ever got the chance to test what was in those pies, actually...
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I am unsure where Master Dahut finds time for himself between his catering for others and experiments...
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Yeah, I guess so. I was thinking more about their home country than here, though.
[Luke loves all 1500 of his jobs and works hard but it's like. Normal person levels. He can't go 16 days without sleeping or whatever freaky shit they're up to.]
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That's true. Scien often tells me how little need he has for food and sleep. It does cause concern...
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I don't know about sleep, but you can just drag him out for food if you want to.
[The way this advice would be horrendous to almost anyone besides Dion]
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Is that a tactic you often employ?
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By the way, Like. Has your ailment been healed?
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Huh? [He looks surprised to be asked this--as if he hadn't expected Dion to even remember that. ...] I haven't had any symptoms. Why?
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I was merely curious. It was quite the weight on you.
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I'm okay. You don't have to worry about me. [Local man says, always. But... Dion was there that night, and even though Luke is still very much the sort of person who keeps things close to his chest, he's been forced to talk about this often enough by now that the apology comes a little more easily than it used to.] ...But I'm sorry for--making you deal with that.
[He has apologized to so many fucking people for painblasting them and they have all told him to stop being an idiot but THAT SIGN CAN'T STOP HIM BECAUSE HE CAN'T READ etc]
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It's a little difficult to believe the reassurances of a man who sought desperately not to be a burden even as a child.
[ he's just pointing this out, but his smile is sympathetic ]
But I will put my trust in you. And you needn't apologize. The pain was yours, and I am only sorry we weren't able to assist you before your passing.
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He looks awkward at the call-out, because he's still so unhappy about his secrets being pried out of him, but there's nothing to be done for it now.]
Don't be. [He doesn't stress that there was nothing they could've done anyway; he gets the sense Dion understands that.] I've been better down here than I was up there. ...A few of us have been.
[Which is kind of fucked up and he doesn't like to think about it too much, but it is the truth.]
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Somehow... Perhaps it is simply that after death, there's little else to lose? [ hmm ] Though I am not sure how dead I feel, being here with you all.
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Yeah. To be honest, even knowing this place isn't anything like what I'm used to, I never thought that dying would be like this.